I had a panic attack during a high stake virtual client meeting. I was out of breath, heart racing, blanked out on what I wanted to say. Recovered after 5-10 mins, but others probably noticed. This happens very rarely. I took 10mg propranolol before the meeting, and then another 10 mg during the panic episode. I am thinking if consulting is even for me in the long run. Any advice will be helpful.

I can't realistically go through retail hell again. I can't mentally handle what handling customers does to me. It drives me insane. All the world wants is retail, customer service, jobs where sitting isn't allow. When does it stop? How long is it going to take to get my covered desk job?

I apologize if I did post this before in this bowl: Hey so quick question. 👋🏻 I'm feeling like I'm aiming high for positions like manager when I don't even have one job in retail unless we count my own business Pisces Artists. Is that the case? Should I switch to cashier and see if I get better resultss in job interviews because of this? What do you guys think? 🤔

For God's sake, stop treating their interpretation as reality after you pretend to believe them.

I feel like I always want to be featured in the play of the match, but it’s always the worst possible example of how to be calm because it’s always so stressful to do if it does end up being featured.